So, at this point in time I just want to be really high. I would very much like to drink and do the drugs and get high and very intoxicated and waste away and stuff. It would be nice. I like the drunk feeling, I've been drunk. I dislike the after feeling though. I have never gotten high. I witnessed one of my friends snorting a hydro 10 at school the other day. It was interesting. I want to try. But no, that is a no. I wont snort pills. I will smoke a blunt. I want a blunt. I asked my friend for a blunt. She said she would brink me one but she didn't and I got sad.
Any way, guess what. I did things. And stuff.
I actually got up in front of my theatre class and did something one time with one of my theatre friends. She is so pretty and fun. We had to be blind people looking for a 100 dollar bill we dropped. But, actually, I dropped it and I also lost the seeing eye dog and we were sad and crawling and....
It was a sad performance. I strongly dislike how I did actually.
Im angry at myself for it.
Lets.. Lets just forget it okay.
I cant it actually hurts to remember it.
I am tired and I have a biology test tomorrow. It will be easy, its on atoms. Atoms are easy. Also the trace elements in our body and elements and everything. meh. I wont fail I have a 94 in there. I love school.
the only person I really want to hang out with is my boyfriend because he isn't insufferable like the rest of the everyone there. I also really love hanging out with ~lil-hummingbrd she is so fun and small and petite and cute and adorable and fun and tumblr and funny and morbid and and and and and
I like her she is my friend.
I want to be high right now. I want to get drunk but I am afraid that I will forget what I studied for biology and fail the test.
it makes me worried and sad.
So I will drink tomorrow.
goodnight DeviantArt and have a nice tomorrow.
that goes to the Australians too.